I LOVE MY FAMILY ~

Yesterday I realised, hey wait a minute, I've been living with these 3 other people for 15 years (well only with Lucy for 11 but y'know) and I've never really asked myself anything about them. I've finally realised that they love me for who I am, not just because they have to. I was quite down yesterday and they didn't ignore it, they comforted me. And it made me realise that I really love them too.
I never want to be lonely, I could never live on my own, I couldn't even bare staying in my room on my own yesterday. This also made me realise that one day no matter how horrible this sounds, my parents are gunna die. I can't bare the thought, I think I may slip into depression when it finally happens. I'm glad my dad gave up smoking 4 years ago. It makes me happy, that soon he will live as long as the rest of us. God bless.